## Likutei Tefilot, Volume I

###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:1
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:1](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:1)

[עַל־פִּי תּוֹרָה קל"ג - וְאֹרַח צַדִּיקִים כְּאוֹר נֹגַהּ]
מִבֶּטֶן שְׁאוֹל שִׁוַּעְתִּי שָׁמַעְתָּ קוֹלִי. קוֹלִי שָׁמָעְתָּ אַל תַּעְלֵם אָזְנְךָ לְרַוְחָתִי לְשַׁוְעָתִי. צָפוּ מַיִם עַל רֹאשִׁי אָמַרְתִּי נִגְזָרְתִּי. קָרָאתִי שִׁמְךָ יְהֹוָה מִבּוֹר תַּחְתִּיּוֹת.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
*The Mystery of Free Will / We Look Only to God*
It is impossible to understand how God treats the entire world — particularly creatures with free will, for whom everything was created from beginning to end.
All the angels, celestial palaces and levels of holiness — and, in the realm of evil, everything in the “husk” and the Other Side — everything was made for human beings, who have free will.
God has given human beings free will. Nevertheless, free will is also in His hand, because everything comes from Him and He gives life to everything.
A person must avert and close his physical and mental eyes from looking at the meaningless things of this world.
In particular, he should not have any evil thoughts.
He should turn his eyes only to look at the light of the Torah and the true Tzaddikim who shine with a great, awesome and elevated light, until his desire for this-worldly matters is nullified.
This entire world, with all of its desires and vanities, is nothing compared to a single point of the holy Torah and the holy Tzaddikim who illuminate all worlds with a wondrous and awesome light.
But although this world is so small compared to just one point of the light of the Torah and the Tzaddikim, it stands before people’s eyes and keeps them from seeing that great and precious light.
**God Made Everything for Human Beings**
“From the belly of Sheol I cried out. You heard my voice.” “You heard my voice; do not turn Your ear away from my sigh, from my outcry.” “The waters covered my head. I said, ‘I am cut away.’” “HaShem, I called Your Name from the depths of the pit.”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:2
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:2](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:2)

רִבּוֹנוֹ שֶׁל עוֹלָם, מָלֵא רַחֲמִים עַל כָּל הַבְּרוּאִים שֶׁבָּעוֹלָם, וַאֲפִלּוּ עָלַי אַף־עַל־פִּי שֶׁעָשִׂיתִי מַה שֶּׁעָשִׂיתִי, וְאַף גַּם עַתָּה אֲנִי כְּמוֹ שֶׁאֲנִי, הָרַחֲמָן יַצִּילֵנִי מֵעַתָּה, אַף־עַל־פִּי־כֵן אֲנִי רוֹאֶה וּמַאֲמִין כִּי רַחֲמֶיךָ אֵינָם כָּלִים מִמֶּנִּי לְעוֹלָם,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Master of the world, You are filled with compassion for all creatures, even for me. No matter what I have done and no matter what I am like, rescue me from this moment on. I see and have faith that Your compassion will never leave me.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:3
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:3](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:3)

רַק שֶׁאִי אֶפְשָׁר לְהָבִין דְּרָכֶיךָ, אֵיךְ אַתָּה מִתְנַהֵג עִם כָּל הָעוֹלָם, בִּפְרָט עִם בַּעֲלֵי הַבְּחִירָה שֶׁבִּשְׁבִילָם נִבְרָא הַכֹּל מֵרֹאשׁ וְעַד סוֹף, מִתְּחִלַּת הָאֲצִילוּת עַד סוֹף נְקֻדַּת הַמֶּרְכָּז שֶׁל עוֹלָם הָעֲשִׂיָּה הַגַּשְׁמִי הַזֶּה. וְכָל הָעוֹלָמוֹת אַלְפֵי אֲלָפִים וְרִבֵּי רְבָבוֹת הַכְּלוּלִים בָּהֶם, וְכָל הַמַּלְאָכִים וּשְׂרָפִים וְאוֹפַנִּים וְחַיּוֹת הַקֹּדֶשׁ, כָּל הַהֵיכָלִין וְהַדַּרְגִין דִּקְדֻשָּׁה, וּלְעֻמַּת זֶה כָּל מַה שֶּׁבַּקְלִפָּה וְסִטְרָא אַחֲרָא, הַכֹּל כַּאֲשֶׁר לַכֹּל, נִבְרָא וְנוֹצָר וְנַעֲשָׂה בִּשְׁבִילֵנוּ,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
It is impossible to understand how You treat the entire world — particularly creatures with free will, for whom everything was created from beginning to end, from the start of *Atzilut* to the lowest point of this physical world of *Asiyah*.¹ (Nearness), *Yetzirah* (Creation), *Beriah* (Formation) and *Asiyah* (Action). Our physical world is part of *Asiyah*.
All worlds, thousands and millions of them, are included in human beings. All the angels, *seraphim*, *ophanim* and holy *chayot*, all the celestial palaces and levels of holiness — and, on the side of evil, everything in the “husk” and the Other Side — everything was made for we human beings who have free will.

footnotes:
¹ According to the Kabbalah, there are Four Worlds or levels of existence. These are: Atzilut


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:4
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:4](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:4)

בְּנֵי אָדָם הַבַּעֲלֵי בְּחִירָה. וְאַתָּה מָסַרְתָּ הַבְּחִירָה בְּיַד בְּנֵי הָאָדָם כְּאִלּוּ אֵינָהּ בְּיָדְךָ, כְּמוֹ שֶׁאָמְרוּ רַבּוֹתֵינוּ זִכְרוֹנָם לִבְרָכָה, הַכֹּל בִּידֵי שָׁמַיִם חוּץ מִיִּרְאַת שָׁמַיִם.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
You have given human beings free will, as though their will is not under Your control. As our sages have said, “Everything is in the hands of Heaven except the fear of Heaven.”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:5
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:5](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:5)

וְאַף־עַל־פִּי־כֵן בֶּאֱמֶת גַּם הַבְּחִירָה בְּיָדְךָ, כִּי מִמְּךָ הַכֹּל, וְאַתָּה מְחַיֶּה אֶת כֻּלָּם.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Nevertheless, free will is also in Your hand, because everything comes from You, and You give life to everything.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:6
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:6](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:6)

וּכְמוֹ שֶׁאָמְרוּ רַבּוֹתֵינוּ זִכְרוֹנָם לִבְרָכָה, יִצְרוֹ שֶׁל אָדָם מִתְגַּבֵּר עָלָיו בְּכָל יוֹם, וְאִלְמָלֵא הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא עוֹזְרוֹ, הָיָה נוֹפֵל בְּיָדוֹ, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר, צוֹפֶה רָשָׁע לַצַּדִּיק וּמְבַקֵּשׁ לַהֲמִיתוֹ. יְהֹוָה לֹא יַעַזְבֶנּוּ בְיָדוֹ וְלֹא יַרְשִׁיעֶנוּ בְּהִשָּׁפְטוֹ.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
As our sages said, “A person’s evil inclination rises up against him every day, and if not for the fact that the Holy One, blessed be He, helps him, he would fall into its power. As the verse states, ‘Although the wicked person gazes at the righteous man and seeks to kill him, HaShem will not abandon him and will not permit him to be condemned when he is judged.’”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:7
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:7](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:7)

וְאָמְרוּ אִלְמָלֵא שְׁלֹשָׁה מִקְרָאוֹת, נִתְמוֹטְטוּ רַגְלֵיהֶם שֶׁל שׂוֹנְאֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל, חַד, וַאֲשֶׁר הֲרֵעוֹתִי וְכוּ'.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
And our sages said, “If not for three verses [that express the power of the evil inclination], the Jewish people could not stand [and defend themselves]. One of them is, ‘As for the evil that I brought about … ’”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:8
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:8](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:8)

וּמִי יָבִין דַּרְכֵי נִפְלְאוֹתֶיךָ הַנּוֹרָאוֹת וְהָעֲצוּמוֹת, וְעֹצֶם חֲסָדֶיךָ הַגְּלוּיוֹת וְהַנִּסְתָּרוֹת וְהַנֶּעְלָמוֹת, אֲשֶׁר אַתָּה מִתְנַהֵג בַּחֲסָדֶיךָ בְּכָל דּוֹר עִם כָּל אָדָם וְאָדָם בִּפְרָט:

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Who can understand Your wondrous, awesome and mighty ways, the hidden and revealed lovingkindness with which You treat every generation and every single individual?


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:9
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:9](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:9)

עַל־כֵּן בָּאתִי לְפָנֶיךָ יְהֹוָה אֱלֹהַי וֵאלֹהֵי אֲבוֹתַי, אֱלֹהֵי הָרִאשׁוֹנִים וְהָאַחֲרוֹנִים, אֱלֹהֵי כָל בָּשָׂר, חוֹמֵל דַּלִּים, שׁוֹמֵעַ תְּפִלַּת כָּל פֶּה, שֶׁתַּחְמֹל עָלַי בְּחֶמְלָתְךָ הַגְּדוֹלָה,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
**Averting Our Eyes**
Therefore, I have come before You, HaShem my God and God of my fathers — God from beginning to end, God of all flesh, You Who have compassion on the poor, You Who hear the prayer of each mouth — to have compassion on me.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:10
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:10](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:10)

וְתִתֶּן לִי עֵצָה וְכֹחַ וְהִתְחַזְּקוּת, אֵיךְ לִסְתֹּם וּלְהַעֲבִיר עֵינַי הַגַּשְׁמִיִּים, וְעֵינֵי הַשֵּׂכֶל וְהַמַּחֲשָׁבָה, לְבַל אֶסְתַּכֵּל עוֹד מֵעַתָּה עַל הַבְלֵי עוֹלָם הַזֶּה כְּלָל,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Give me counsel and encouragement on how to avert and close my physical and mental eyes so that I will no longer look at the meaningless things of this world.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:11
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:11](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:11)

וּבִפְרָט לִבְלִי לְהַתְחִיל לַחְשֹׁב בְּמַחֲשַׁבְתִּי שׁוּם מַחֲשָׁבָה הַנּוֹגַעַת לְהִרְהוּרִים רָעִים חַס וְשָׁלוֹם.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
In particular, may I not even begin to have evil thoughts, Heaven forbid.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:12
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:12](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:12)

כִּי בֶאֱמֶת אֲנִי מַאֲמִין, שֶׁעֲדַיִן יֵשׁ לִי בְּחִירָה בְּוַדַּאי, אַךְ מֵעֹצֶם מְרִירַת הַהֶרְגֵּל קָשֶׁה לִי מְאֹד לֶאֱחֹז מַחֲשַׁבְתִּי בִּקְדֻשָּׁה, אֲבָל אַתָּה יָכוֹל לַעֲזֹר לִי הַרְבֵּה לְמַעַן שְׁמֶךָ,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
I believe without any doubt that I possess free will — but habit keeps me from focusing on holiness.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:13
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:13](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:13)

לְמַעַן כְּבוֹדֶךָ, לְמַעַן חַסְדֶּךָ, לְמַעַן רַחֲמֶיךָ הָרַבִּים וְהַגְּדוֹלִים, בְּאֹפֶן שֶׁאֶנָּצֵל עַל כָּל פָּנִים מֵעַתָּה מִמַּה שֶּׁאֲנִי צָרִיךְ לְהִנָּצֵל וְלֹא אֶכְנוֹס עוֹד לְגֵּיהִנָּם מַר כָּזֶה, לִיוֵן מְצוּלָה כָּזֹאת.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
For the sake of Your Name, for the sake of Your honor, for the sake of Your kindness, for the sake of Your vast and great compassion, help me. May I be saved, at least beginning now, from whatever I need to be saved. May I no longer enter into such bitter Gehinnom, such deep mire.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:14
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:14](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:14)

וְאָחוֹס עַל נַפְשִׁי מֵעַתָּה לְהַרְחִיק מַחֲשַׁבְתִּי בְּתַכְלִית הָרִחוּק, מִכָּל מִינֵי הִרְהוּרִים וְרַעְיוֹנִים רָעִים שֶׁבָּעוֹלָם, וְלֹא יוּכְלוּ לַעֲלוֹת עַל מַחֲשַׁבְתִּי כְּלָל, אֲפִלּוּ עַל־יְדֵי רְאִיַּת עֵינַי הַגַּשְׁמִיִּים.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
May I have pity on my soul from this moment on. May I totally remove my thoughts from every type of evil thought and idea, so that they will not occur to me even when I see something with my physical eyes.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:15
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:15](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:15)

שָׁמְרָה נַפְשִׁי וְהַצִּילֵנִי אַל אֵבוֹשׁ כִּי חָסִיתִי בָךְ.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
“Guard my soul and rescue me; may I not be ashamed, for I take refuge in You.”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:16
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:16](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:16)

שָׁמְרֵנִי וְהַצִּילֵנִי מִכָּל מִינֵי הִסְתַּכְּלוּת רָעִים וְהִרְהוּרִים רָעִים, הַעֲבֵר עֵינַי מֵרְאוֹת שָׁוְא בִּדְרָכֶךָ חַיֵּנִי.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Guard me and rescue me from every type of evil sight and evil thought. “Turn away my eyes from seeing vanity; in Your ways, give me life.”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:17
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:17](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:17)

יֵעוֹרְרוּ רַחֲמֶיךָ הָעֲצוּמִים עַל עֲלוּב נֶפֶשׁ כָּמוֹנִי הַיּוֹם, יֶהֱמוּ מֵעֶיךָ וְרַחֲמֶיךָ עָלַי וֶהְיֵה בְּעֶזְרִי וְהוֹשִׁיעֵנִי שֶׁאֶזְכֶּה לְהוֹצִיא וּלְהַעֲבִיר עֵינַי בְּגַשְׁמִיּוּת וְרוּחָנִיּוּת מֵחֵיזוּ דְּהַאי עַלְמָא,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Arouse Your tremendous compassion for a soul as lowly as I am today. Help me avert my physical and mental eyes from the sight of this world.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:18
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:18](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:18)

רַק אֶזְכֶּה לְהַטּוֹת עֵינַי וְלִבִּי וְדַעְתִּי תָמִיד בְּכָל־עֵת לְהִסְתַּכֵּל עַל אוֹר הַתּוֹרָה וְהַצַּדִּיקִים הָאֲמִתִּיִּים, הַמְּאִירִים בְּאוֹר גָּדוֹל וְנוֹרָא וְנִשְׂגָּב מְאֹד, עַד שֶׁיִּתְבַּטְּלוּ מִמֶּנִּי עַל־יְדֵי־זֶה כָּל תַּאֲווֹת עוֹלָם הַזֶּה,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
**Look Toward the Torah and the Tzaddikim**
May I turn my eyes, heart and mind at every moment only to look at the light of the Torah and the true Tzaddikim who shine with a great, awesome and elevated light, until my desire for this-world matters will be nullified.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:19
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:19](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:19)

כִּי כְּבָר גִּלִּיתָ אָזְנַי, וַאֲנִי מַאֲמִין בָּזֶה בֶּאֱמֶת וּבֶאֱמוּנָה שְׁלֵמָה שֶׁכָּל הָעוֹלָם הַזֶּה עִם כָּל תַּאֲווֹתָיו וַהֲבָלָיו אֵינוֹ עוֹלֶה כְּלָל כְּנֶגֶד נְקֻדָּה אַחַת שֶׁל הַתּוֹרָה הַקְּדוֹשָׁה וְהַצַּדִּיקִים הַקְּדוֹשִׁים, הַמְּאִירִים בְּכָל הָעוֹלָם בְּאוֹר גָּדוֹל נִפְלָא וְנוֹרָא,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
You have revealed to me — and I believe it with complete faith — that this entire world, with all its desires and vanities, is nothing compared to a single point of the holy Torah and the holy Tzaddikim who illuminate the whole world with a wondrous and awesome light.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:20
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:20](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:20)

רַק שֶׁהָעוֹלָם הַזֶּה הַקָּטָן מְאֹד בְּכַמּוּת וּמַהוּת וְאֵיכוּת כְּנֶגֶד נְקֻדָּה אַחַת מֵאוֹר הַתּוֹרָה וְהַצַּדִּיקִים, עוֹמֵד לִפְנֵי עֵינֵי בְּנֵי אָדָם וּמוֹנֵעַ וּמְעַכֵּב אוֹתָם מִלְּהִסְתַּכֵּל עַל אוֹר הַגָּדוֹל וְהַיָּקָר שֶׁל הַתּוֹרָה וְהַצַּדִּיקִים.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
But although this world is so small in quantity and character compared to just one point of the light of the Torah and the Tzaddikim, it stands before people’s eyes and prevents them from seeing that great and precious light.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:21
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:21](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:21)

רַחֵם עָלַי לְמַעַן שְׁמֶךָ, אַחֲרֵי אֲשֶׁר חָמַלְתָּ עָלַי לֵידַע וּלְהַאֲמִין בְּכָל זֶה, לְבַל אַנִּיחַ לִטְעוֹת אֶת עַצְמִי עוֹד חַס וְשָׁלוֹם, וְלֹא אֵלֵךְ עוֹד חֲשֵׁכִים,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Now that You have helped me know and understand all this, have compassion on me for the sake of Your Name. May I no longer allow myself to fool myself, Heaven forbid. May I no longer walk in darkness.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:22
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:22](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:22)

וְלֹא אָתוּר אַחֲרֵי לְבָבִי וְאַחֲרֵי עֵינַי, וְלֹא אָרִים וְלֹא אֶשָּׂא עֵינַי לְהִסְתַּכֵּל כְּלָל עַל עִסְקֵי הָעוֹלָם הַזֶּה וַהֲבָלָיו וְתַאֲווֹתָיו הָרָעִים וְהַמָּרִים בְּאַחֲרִיתָם מְאֹד מְאֹד, רַק אֲעַקֵּם אֶת עֵינַי מִלְּהִסְתַּכֵּל עַל כָּל זֶה כְּלָל,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
May I not stray after my heart and my eyes. May I not lift my eyes at all to look at the empty affairs of this world, with its vanities and evil desires that end in bitterness. May I turn my eyes aside so that I do not look at any of this.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:23
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:23](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:23)

רַק עֵינַי לְנֹכַח יַבִּיטוּ וְעַפְעַפַּי יַיְשִׁירוּ נֶגְדִּי, לְכַוֵּן רְאִיָּתִי וְהִסְתַּכְּלוּתִי בְּכָל־עֵת עַל אוֹר הַתּוֹרָה וְהַצַּדִּיקִים הָאֲמִתִּיִּים.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Instead, may my eyes always look straight at the light of the Torah and the true Tzaddikim.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:24
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:24](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:24)

וְאַתָּה בְּרַחֲמֶיךָ, תָּאִיר עָלַי אוֹרָם הַגָּדוֹל וְהַנֶּעֱרָב, עַד אֲשֶׁר יִתְבַּטְּלוּ מִמֶּנִּי עַל־יְדֵי־זֶה כָּל תַּאֲווֹת עוֹלָם הַזֶּה וַעֲסָקָיו וַהֲבָלָיו, עַד אֲשֶׁר אֶזְכֶּה לְהַכִּיר אוֹתְךָ בֶּאֱמֶת לַחֲזוֹת בְּנֹעַם יְהֹוָה וּלְבַקֵּר בְּהֵיכָלוֹ:

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Shine their sweet light on me until all my desires for this world and its empty affairs will cease, and I will truly recognize You. May I “gaze upon the pleasantness of HaShem and visit in His palace.”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:25
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:25](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:25)

מָלֵא רַחֲמִים, רַחֵם עָלַי, וְקַבֵּל תַּחֲנוּנָי חֲמֹל עָלַי וֶהְיֵה בְּעֶזְרִי לְבַל אַחֲלִיף עוֹד חַס וְשָׁלוֹם אוֹר בְּחֹשֶׁךְ,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
You Who are filled with compassion, have compassion on me and accept my pleas. Have mercy on me. Help me no longer exchange light for darkness.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:26
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:26](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:26)

הוֹצִיאֵנִי מֵאֲפֵלָה לְאוֹרָה, מֵחֹשֶׁךְ לְאוֹר גָּדוֹל, מֵחֶשְׁכַּת אֲפֵלַת תַּאֲווֹת עוֹלָם הַזֶּה וְרַעְיוֹנוֹתָיו לְאוֹר צַח וּמְצֻחְצָח שֶׁל הַתּוֹרָה וְהַצַדִּיקִים הָאֲמִתִּיִּים.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Bring me out from dimness to brightness, from darkness to a great light, from the murky darkness of the desires and ideas of this world to the pure light of the Torah and the true Tzaddikim.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:27
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:27](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:27)

זַכֵּנִי לְבַלּוֹת כָּל יָמַי לְהִתְקָרֵב בֶּאֱמֶת לְצַדִּיקִים אֲמִתִּיִּים וּלְהַתּוֹרָה הַקְּדוֹשָׁה וְהַנּוֹרָאָה שֶׁהֵם מַמְשִׁיכִין וּמְגַלִּין וּמְאִירִין בְּכָל הָעוֹלָמוֹת בְּכָל־עֵת.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Help me spend all of my days drawing close to true Tzaddikim, and to the holy and awesome teachings that they draw down and reveal and shine in all the worlds at every moment.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:28
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:28](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:28)

רַחֵם עָלַי לְמַעַן שְׁמֶךָ, חוּסָה עָלַי וְעַל עוֹלָלַי וְטַפַּי, לְמַעַן רַחֲמֶיךָ הַגְּדוֹלִים הָאֲמִתִּיִּים, כִּי רַחֲמֶיךָ אֵינָם כָּלִים לְעוֹלָם, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב, חַסְדֵּי יְהֹוָה כִּי לֹא תָמְנוּ כִּי לֹא כָלוּ רַחֲמָיו. אֲהָהּ יְהֹוָה, שִׁטַּחְתִּי אֵלֶיךָ כַפָּי, פֵּרַשְׂתִּי יָדַי אֵלֶיךָ נַפְשִׁי כְּאֶרֶץ עֲיֵפָה לְךָ סֶלָה. אֵלֶיךָ עֵינַי נְשׂוּאוֹת וּתְלוּיוֹת. אֵלֶיךָ נָשָׂאתִי אֶת עֵינַי הַיּוֹשְׁבִי בַּשָּׁמָיִם.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Have compassion on me for the sake of Your Name. Have pity on me and my children for the sake of Your vast compassion. “The kindness of HaShem has not ceased, Your compassion has not been exhausted.” HaShem, “I stretch my hands out to You. My soul turns to You like a weary land.” My eyes are lifted up to You. “I have raised my eyes to You, You Who dwell in Heaven.”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:29
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:29](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:29)

דַּלּוּ עֵינַי לַמָּרוֹם יְהֹוָה עָשְׁקָה לִּי עָרְבֵנִי. עֲרֹב עַבְדְּךָ לְטוֹב אַל יַעַשְׁקֻנִי זֵדִים. עָזְרֵנוּ לְמַעַן שְׁמֶךָ.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
“My eyes are raised to the heights, HaShem. I have been oppressed, be my guarantor.” “Be a guarantor to Your servant for the good — do not let the wicked oppress me!”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:30
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:30](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:30)

אָבִינוּ מַלְכֵּנוּ גַּלֵּה כְּבוֹד מַלְכוּתְךָ עָלֵינוּ מְהֵרָה וְהוֹפַע וְהִנָּשֵׂא עָלֵינוּ, וְהָאִירָה עָלֵינוּ בְּרַחֲמֶיךָ, אוֹר פְּנֵי הַתּוֹרָה הַקְּדוֹשָׁה וְהַצַּדִּיקִים הָאֲמִתִּיִּים,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
My Father and King, help me for the sake of Your Name. Reveal the glory of Your sovereignty. Appear soon and cause the light of the holy Torah and the true Tzaddikim to shine on me.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:31
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:31](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:31)

כִּי כְּבָר הִתְחַלְתָּ לְהָאִיר עָלֵינוּ אוֹרְךָ הַגָּדוֹל מִיּוֹם מַתַּן תּוֹרָה עַד הֵנָּה, עַל־יְדֵי הַצַּדִּיקִים הָאֲמִתִּיִּים שֶׁהָיוּ מִימוֹת מֹשֶׁה רַבֵּנוּ עָלָיו הַשָּׁלוֹם, עַד הַיּוֹם הַזֶּה.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
From the day of the giving of the Torah until now, You have shone Your great light upon us through all of the true Tzaddikim since Moses.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:32
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:32](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:32)

אֲבָל בְּעֹצֶם גַּשְׁמִיּוּתֵנוּ וְחֶשְׁכַּת עֲוֹנוֹתֵינוּ הַמְּרֻבִּים מְאֹד, אָנוּ צְרִיכִים שֶׁתְּרַחֵם עָלֵינוּ בְּרַחֲמָנוּת גָּדוֹל וְעָצוּם בְּיוֹתֵר, בְּאֹפֶן שֶׁתָּאִיר גַּם עָלַי, עַתָּה גַּם עַתָּה, אוֹר תּוֹרָתְךָ הַקְּדוֹשָׁה וְאוֹר הַצַּדִּיקִים הָאֲמִתִּיִּים,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Because I am so coarse and my sins are so dark, I need Your greatest compassion so that You will shine the light of Your holy Torah and the light of the true Tzaddikim on me even now.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:33
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:33](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:33)

עַד שֶׁיִּתְבַּטְּלוּ מִמֶּנִּי כָּל תַּאֲווֹת עוֹלָם הַזֶּה וַהֲבָלָיו לְגַמְרֵי, וְאֶזְכֶּה מֵעַתָּה לָשׁוּב אֵלֶיךָ בֶּאֱמֶת וּבְתָמִים כִּרְצוֹנְךָ הַטּוֹב,

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
May I no longer experience any of the desires of this world and its vanities, so that from now on I will return to You in truth and in accordance with Your good will.


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:34
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:34](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:34)

הָאִירָה פָנֶיךָ עַל עַבְדֶּךָ הוֹשִׁיעֵנִי בְחַסְדֶּךָ. פָּנֶיךָ הָאֵר בְּעַבְדֶּךָ וְלַמְּדֵנִי אֶת חֻקֶּיךָ. וִיקֻיַּם מְהֵרָה מִקְרָא שֶׁכָּתוּב, וְאֹרַח צַדִּיקִים כְּאוֹר נֹגַהּ הוֹלֵךְ וָאוֹר עַד נְכוֹן הַיּוֹם.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
“Cause Your face to shine on Your servant. Save me in Your lovingkindness.” “Cause Your face to shine on Your servant and teach me Your laws.” “May the way of the righteous, like the light of dawn, grow ever brighter, until the day is whole.”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:35
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:35](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:35)

וְנֶאֱמַר, לֹא יִהְיֶה לָךְ עוֹד הַשֶּׁמֶשׁ לְאוֹר יוֹמָם, וּלְנֹגַהּ הַיָּרֵחַ לֹא יָאִיר לָךְ, וְהָיָה לָךְ יְהֹוָה לְאוֹר עוֹלָם וֵאלֹהַיִךְ לְתִפְאַרְתֵּךְ. לֹא יָבוֹא עוֹד שִׁמְשֵׁךְ וִירֵחֵךְ לֹא יֵאָסֵף, כִּי יְהֹוָה יִהְיֶה לָּךְ לְאוֹר עוֹלָם, וְשָׁלְמוּ יְמֵי אֶבְלֵךְ. וְעַמֵּךְ כֻּלָּם צַדִּיקִים לְעוֹלָם יִרְשׁוּ אָרֶץ, נֵצֶר מַטָּעַי מַעֲשֵׂה יָדַי לְהִתְפָּאֵר.

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
Then “you will no longer have the sun for light by day, and the moon will not give you light for brightness, but HaShem will be an everlasting light for you, and your God will be your beauty. Your sun will no longer set, and your moon will not be gathered away, for HaShem will be a light for you forever, and the days of your mourning will be over. And your people will be entirely righteous forever; they will inherit the land, a scion that I planted, the work of My hands in which I will take pride.”


###### Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:36
[Likutei Tefilot, Volume I 115:36](https://torahapp.org/share/book/Likutei%20Tefilot/s/Volume%20I/r/115:36)

בִּמְהֵרָה בְיָמֵינוּ אָמֵן סֶלָה:

**The Fiftieth Gate. Breslov Research Institute, Jerusalem, c1992-c2016:**
May it happen quickly, in our days. Amen, selah.