Shivchei HaRan, An Account of His Pilgrimage to the Holy Land
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וּבַבֹּקֶר בָּאוּ אַל הַסְּפִינָה אַנְשֵׁי חַיִל שֶׁקּוֹרִין 'בְּרַנְדּ וַאךְ' (כְּמוֹ מִשְׁמַר הַגְּבוּל). וְרַבֵּנוּ ז"ל עִם הָאִישׁ שֶׁלּוֹ הַנַּ"ל רָצוּ עוֹד לָבוֹא לְהִתְנַפֵּל לִפְנֵי רַגְלֵי הַקַּפִּיטָן וּלְהִתְחַנֵּן לוֹ שֶׁיַּנִּיחַ אוֹתָם לָשׁוּב אֶל הַסְּפָר [החוף]. אַךְ בְּתוֹךְ כָּךְ עָקְרוּ הָאַנְקֶרְס (עוֹגְנֵי הַסְּפִינָה) וּבָרְחוּ לְצַד שֶׁהָרוּח נְשָׂאָם, מֵחֲמַת פַּחַד, כִּי הַמִּלְחָמָה נִתְעוֹרְרָה מִיָּד.
The next morning, the harbor patrol⁴⁹, from the German for "fire watch" (Yemey Moharnat II, #80). It appears that this was a form of harbor patrol. boarded the ship. The Rebbe and his attendant searched for the captain, ready to fall before his feet if necessary and beg for permission to return with the patrol. But before they could find him, the ship lifted anchor and the wind carried them out of the harbor. The sounds of battle were coming closer and the sailors were very frightened, wanting to leave as quickly as possible.
footnotes: ⁴⁹ In Hebrew, brand wach
וְנִשְׁמַע קוֹלָם מְאֹד, וְשָׁמְעוּ שָׁם עַל הַסְּפִינָה קוֹל גָּדוֹל מְאֹד שֶׁל הַהוֹרְמַאטֶעס וְהַבָּאמְבֶּעס (פִּצּוּצִים) וּשְׁאָר קוֹלוֹת כָּאֵלּוּ מֵעִנְיְנֵי מִלְחָמָה, כִּי קוֹלָם נִשְׁמַע לְמֵרָחוֹק מְאֹד. וְגֹדֶל הַסַּכָּנָה וְהָאֵימָה וְהַפַּחַד שֶׁהָיָה לָהֶם אָז – אֵין לְשַׁעֵר.
From where the Rebbe and his attendant stood on the ship, they could hear the sound of the bombs and cannon, even though they were already very far away. The very thought of their great peril drained them of all strength and they both fell into their cots, thoroughly exhausted.
וְנָפְלוּ לְמִשְׁכָּב שְׁנֵיהֶם יַחַד. וְלֹא הָיָה לָהֶם אֲפִלּוּ מַיִם לִשְׁתּוֹת, כִּי לֹא הֵכִינוּ לָהֶם כְּלוּם כַּנַּ"ל. וַה' בְּרֹב רַחֲמָיו וַחֲסָדָיו נָתַן לָהֶם חֵן בְּעֵינֵי יִשְׁמָעֵאל אֶחָד, שֶׁהוּא הָיָה קֶעכֶער (טַבָּח) אֵצֶל הַקַּפִּיטָן, וְנָתַן לָהֶם בִּגְנֵבָה אֶחָד 'שָׁאל קַאוֶוע שְׁחוֹרָה' (סֵפֶל קָפֶה) לְכָל אֶחָד וְאֶחָד בַּבֹּקֶר וּבָעֶרֶב.
Even as they lay there, they became aware of a new crisis. They had not brought any supplies and now found themselves without even water to drink. But here again, God was with them. The ship’s cook learned of their plight and had pity on them. Every morning and evening, he would sneak a cup of black coffee to each of them. This sustained them, but their strength was rapidly draining away.
וּמֵחֲמַת הַחֻלְשָׁה שֶׁלָּהֶם, הָיוּ מֻטָּלִים עַל עֶרֶשׂ דְּוַי רַחֲמָנָא לִצְלָן, וְלֹא יָדְעוּ בְּעַצְמָם הֵיכָן הֵם, כִּי הָיוּ סְגוּרִים בַּחֶדֶר שֶׁלָּהֶם נוֹפְלִים לְמִשְׁכָּב. אַךְ זֹאת שָׁמְעוּ: שֶׁהָיָה רוּחַ סְעָרָה וְנָשָׂא אֶת הַסְּפִינָה וְלֹא יָדְעוּ לְאֵיזֶה מָקוֹם נְשָׂאָהּ.
They soon reached the point that they did not have enough energy to leave their cots. Closed up in their cabin, they had no idea at all where the ship was headed. For a while, they heard a storm raging outside and felt the ship being carried rapidly along. But all the while, they did not know where they were going.
כְּשֶׁשָּׁמְעוּ שֶׁהִגִּיעַ הַסְּפִינָה לְאֵיזֶה סְפָר הָלְכוּ מֵהַחֶדֶר לַחוּץ לִרְאוֹת הַמָּקוֹם שֶׁהִגִּיעוּ לְשָׁם, וְרָאוּ שֶׁאֵין זֶה סְטַנְבּוּל. וְשָׁאֲלוּ אֶת הַיִּשְׁמָעֵאל הַנַּ"ל וְאָמַר: שֶׁהַמְּדִינָה הַזֹּאת נִקְרֵאת אַדַּל.
Eventually they heard the sounds of their ship being tied up at a port. They crawled out of their cabin to see where they had landed. Realizing immediately that it was not Istanbul, they asked the Turkish cook where they were. He replied that this was the land of Adal.⁵⁰
footnotes: ⁵⁰ Most probably Antalya, Turkey, formerly known as Adalia.
וְהֵם שָׁמְעוּ כְּבָר הַנְהָגָתָם: כְּשֶׁבָּא יְהוּדִי לְיָדָם – מִצְוָה רִאשׁוֹנָה אֶצְלָם לְהַקְרִיבוֹ לְקָרְבָּן, וְכַאֲשֶׁר שָׁמְעוּ שֶׁזֶּה אַדַּל הָלְכוּ מִיָּד לַחֶדֶר שֶׁלָּהֶם, וְסָגְרוּ הַדֶּלֶת בַּעֲדָם, וְהֶחְבִּיאוּ עַצְמָם שָׁם. וְהָיָה עֲלֵיהֶם פַּחַד גָּדוֹל. וְעָמְדָה הַסְּפִינָה שָׁם שְׁלֹשָׁה יָמִים, וְאֶפְשָׁר הָיָה בְּדַעַת הַקַּפִּיטָן לַעֲמֹד שָׁם עוֹד.
They had already heard of Adal. The people there had a rule that any Jew who fell into their hands should be killed as a human sacrifice. When the Rebbe and his attendant understood that this was where they were, they fled to their cabin and locked themselves inside. For three days they hid there, utterly terrified. They knew they could not remain concealed much longer, and had no idea how long the captain would stay there.
אַךְ שֶׁפִּתְאֹם עָמַד רוּחַ סְעָרָה וְנִתְּקוּ הַחֲבָלִים שֶׁל הָאַנְקֶר וְנִשְׁאַר הָאַנְקֶר בַּיָּם וְהָלְכָה סְפִינָה מֵעַצְמָהּ מִשָּׁם. וְהָיָה שָׁם צְעָקָה גְּדוֹלָה בֵּין הַיִּשְׁמְעֵאלִים "הַמַן הַמַן".
Suddenly a storm arose, snapping the anchor ropes. The sailors had no chance to raise sail, and without an anchor, the ship was totally out of control. There was a great cry on board, for even the Turks were terrified. From where they were huddled, the Rebbe and his attendant could hear their cries: “Homan! Homan! Woe! Woe!”
וְהָיְתָה הַסְּפִינָה מְטֹרֶפֶת בַּיָּם כָּל הַלַּיְלָה עַד אוֹר הַבֹּקֶר, אָז נִשְׁקַט הָרוּחַ סְעָרָה וַיִּשְׂמְחוּ כִּי יִשְׁתֹּקוּ. אַךְ לֹא הִנְחָם לִמְחוֹז חֶפְצָם, כִּי עַל יְדֵי הָרוּחַ סְעָרָה חָזְרוּ וּבָאוּ סָמוּךְ לְעַכּוֹ בְּעֵרֶךְ מַהֲלַךְ יוֹם.
The ship tossed at sea all that night. In the morning, the wind subsided and they were glad because the seas were quiet (cf. Psalms 107:30). But they had not been led to their desired haven (ibid.), for the storm had carried them back to within a day’s journey of Acre.
וְאַחַר־כָּךְ, אַחַר חֲצִי הַיּוֹם, נִתְעוֹרֵר עוֹד הַפַּעַם רוּחַ סְעָרָה גְּדוֹלָה, וְנָשָׂא אֶת הַסְּפִינָה. וְהָיְתָה הַסְּפִינָה מְטֹרֶפֶת וּמְבֻלְבֶּלֶת כַּמָּה יָמִים וְלֵילוֹת רְצוּפִים, יַעֲלוּ שָׁמַיִם יֵרְדוּ תְּהוֹמוֹת, וְלֹא הָיָה לְבַעֲלֵי הַסְּפִינָה שׁוּם עֵצָה אֵיךְ לְהִמָּלֵט. וַיָּחֹגּוּ וַיָּנוּעוּ כַּשִּׁכּוֹר כָּל חָכְמָתָם תִּתְבַּלָּע.
Another storm broke out that afternoon, sweeping the ship along. For several days and nights, the ship was tossed about at sea. They mounted to the heavens and plunged to the depths (ibid., 107:26). The captain and his mates had no idea how to control the vessel. They reeled and staggered like drunkards, and all their wisdom was in vain (ibid., 107:27).
וּבְיוֹם חֲמִישִׁי, שָׁעָה שְׁתֵּים־עֶשְׂרֵה, הִתְחִילוּ לְהוֹצִיא הַמַּיִם מֵהַסְּפִינָה מֵהַמָּדוֹר הַשְּׁלִישִׁי עַל־יְדֵי הַפְּלוֹמְפִּין (הַמַּשְׁאֵבוֹת) כְּדֶרֶךְ בַּעֲלֵי הַסְּפִינָה. וְדַרְכָּם הָיָה בְּכָל מֵעֵת־לְעֵת, שֶׁנִּשְׁתַּהוּ בְּהוֹצָאַת הַמַּיִם רְבִיעִית שָׁעָה. וְעַכְשָׁו כְּשֶׁהִתְחִילוּ לִשְׁאֹב, לֹא הִסְפִּיקוּ לִשְׁאֹב עַד אֲשֶׁר הִגִּיעַ עֵת הַלַּיְלָה.
That Thursday at noon, they began pumping the third compartment as usual. It usually took about fifteen minutes to pump out all the water that accumulated in the bilge each day. This time, they pumped all day and were still drawing water by nightfall.
וְנִתְרַבּוּ הַמַּיִם הַרְבֵּה עַל הַסְּפִינָה מֵחֲמַת הַשְּׁאִיבָה, וְהָלְכוּ הַמַּיִם גַּם לַחֶדֶר שֶׁלָּהֶם, שֶׁל רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל, וְלֹא יָכְלוּ לִשְׁכַּב עַל הַמִּשְׁכָּב שָׁם, כִּי גָּאוּ הַמַּיִם שָׁם, וְהֻכְרַח רַבֵּנוּ לַעֲלוֹת עַל אֵיזֶה מָקוֹם גָּבוֹהַּ לִשְׁכַּב, וְהָאִישׁ שֶׁהָיָה עִמּוֹ עָלָה לְמָקוֹם אַחֵר, כִּי לֹא רָצוּ לָצֵאת לְהִתְרָאוֹת בִּפְנֵי הַיִּשְׁמְעֵאלִים.
Soon the entire upper deck was awash with water pumped up from the bilges. The water seeped into the Rebbe’s compartment, making it impossible for him and his attendant to sleep on their cots. The Rebbe climbed to a higher place in the compartment and lay down there; his attendant found a similar place. They remained inside, not wanting to be seen by the Turks.
וְהַמַּיִם שֶׁבַּסְּפִינָה הָלְכוּ וְנִתְרַבּוּ בְּכָל פַּעַם יוֹתֵר וְיוֹתֵר, עַד שֶׁהֻכְרְחוּ הַיִּשְׁמְעֵאלִים לַעֲקֹר הַפְּלוֹמְפִּין, וְעָשׂוּ גַּלְגַּלִּים, וְשָׁאֲבוּ עַל־יָדָם מַיִם עִם כֵּלִים גְּדוֹלִים. וְהָרוּחַ סְעָרָה הוֹלֵךְ וְחָזֵק מְאֹד. וּמִגֹּדֶל הִתְגַּבְּרוּת הָרוּחַ סְעָרָה עָלוּ הַגַּלִּים כִּמְעַט עַד לֵב הַשָּׁמַיִם וְהָיוּ כְּמוֹ הָרִים גְּבוֹהִים וּבְקָעוֹת גְּדוֹלוֹת. וְהָיָה כָּךְ כָּל הַלַּיְלָה גַּם־כֵּן.
The water continued to rise until the pumps could no longer function. The sailors had to tear out the pumps and install pulleys in an attempt to remove the water with large barrels. Meanwhile, the storm continued to rage, whipping up mountains of water. The waves seemed to rise to the very height of the heavens. This continued all through the night.
וּכְשֶׁהֵאִיר הַיּוֹם, בָּא הָאִישׁ שֶׁהָיָה עִמּוֹ ז"ל, וְאָמַר לוֹ רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל: שֶׁיֵּשׁ לוֹ חֲלִישׁוּת הַלֵּב מְאֹד מִגֹּדֶל הַפַּחַד, "כִּי אֲנִי רוֹאֶה בְּלִבִּי שֶׁאֲנִי עַכְשָׁו בְּסַכָּנָה גְּדוֹלָה כִּי אֵין זֶה דָּבָר פָּשׁוּט, אַף־עַל־פִּי שֶׁאֵין אֲנִי רוֹאֶה מַה הֵם עוֹשִׂים אַף־עַל־פִּי־כֵן הַלֵּב רוֹאֶה".
When his attendant approached him the next morning, the Rebbe told him, “My heart is faint with terror. Deep down, I know that we are in great danger, and this is by no means a simple matter. I do not know what they are doing, but the heart still sees.”
וְהָאִישׁ הַנַּ"ל כִּחֵשׁ לוֹ וְאָמַר לוֹ: "אַל תְּפַחֲדוּ כִּי בָּרוּךְ הַשֵּׁם הַכֹּל עַל נָכוֹן".
His attendant comforted him, “Don’t be afraid. Thank God, everything is fine.”
וְהָלַךְ הָאִישׁ הַנַּ"ל לְהִסְתַּכֵּל בַּהַמְבֶּר בַּמָּקוֹם שֶׁהֵם שׁוֹאֲבִין הַמַּיִם, וְרָאָה שֶׁכְּבָר יֵשׁ שָׁם כְּמוֹ גַּלִּים קְטַנִּים כְּמוֹ עַל הַנְּהָרוֹת שֶׁלָּנוּ, כִּי הַסְּפִינָה נַעֲשָׂה טְעוּנָה מִמַּיִם לְבַד. כִּי דֶּרֶךְ הַסְּפִינָה לִהְיוֹת טְעוּנָה עִם מַשּׂוֹי שְׁנֵי חֲלָקִים, וּכְבָר הִשְׁלִיכוּ הַיִּשְׁמְעֵאלִים כָּל הַמַּשָּׂאוֹת וְנִשְׁאֲרָה הַסְּפִינָה טְעוּנָה עִם מַיִם לְבַד. וּמַה שֶּׁהָיָה שָׁם עוֹד יוֹתֵר מַיִם מִמִּשְׁקַל הַמַּשּׂוֹי הָרָאוּי לִהְיוֹת בַּסְּפִינָה, אֵלּוּ הַמַּיִם שָׁאֲבוּ לַחוּץ, וְגַם עַל זֶה לֹא הָיוּ מַסְפִּיקִים לִשְׁאֹב.
The attendant then went to look into the hold where they were drawing out water. He saw nothing but water rippling, just like in a river. Cargo normally took up all but a third of the ship’s capacity, but it had been thrown overboard. Only water was left in the hold. Still, the vessel was riding very low and it was obvious that the water’s weight far exceeded its capacity. The sailors were trying feverishly to pump out the water, but still it continued to rise.
וְאָז רָאָה הָאִישׁ שֶׁאִי־אֶפְשָׁר עוֹד עַל־פִּי דֶּרֶךְ הַטֶּבַע לְהִנָּצֵל. וּבָא אֶל הַחֶדֶר שֶׁלָּהֶם, וּמֵחֲמַת גֹּדֶל הַצַּעַר וְהַפַּחַד לֹא הָיָה יָכוֹל לְדַבֵּר כִּמְעַט.
Realizing that nothing less than a miracle could save them, the Rebbe’s attendant returned to their compartment. He was trembling with anguish and terror, and could not get a word out of his mouth.
וְאָמַר לוֹ רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל: "מַה זֹּאת וְאַיֵּה פִּיךָ אֲשֶׁר אָמַרְתָּ שֶׁאֵין זֶה כְּלוּם וְעַכְשָׁו אַתָּה בְּעַצְמְךָ מִתְפַּחֵד כָּל־כָּךְ?!"
The Rebbe saw him and said, “Where is your tongue? You yourself said that nothing was wrong. Why are you so afraid?”
וְהֵשִׁיב לוֹ: שֶׁשּׁוּב אֵין סְבָרָא עַל־פִּי דֶּרֶךְ הַטֶּבַע לְהִנָּצֵל, כִּי הַמַּיִם מִתְרַבִּים וְהוֹלְכִים בַּסְּפִינָה, וְאֵין בִּיכָלְתָּם לִשְׁאֹב הַכֹּל, כִּי כָּשַׁל כֹּחַ הַסַּבָּל. כִּי זֶה קָרוֹב לְמֵעֵת־לְעֵת שֶׁלֹּא אָכְלוּ וְלֹא שָׁתוּ וְלֹא רָאוּ שֵׁנָה בְּעֵינֵיהֶם.
The attendant replied that there was no logical way they could be saved without a miracle. The water was now rising faster than the men could remove it, and the laborers’ strength was failing (cf. Nehemiah 4:4). The sailors had gone without food, water and sleep for almost twenty-four hours.
וְאָמַר לוֹ הָאִישׁ: שֶׁעֲדַיִן לֹא הִתְפַּלֵּל. הֵשִׁיב לוֹ רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל: אֵין אַתָּה צָרִיךְ לְהִתְפַּלֵּל עַכְשָׁו, רַק תְּקַבֵּל עֹל מַלְכוּת שָׁמַיִם בְּפָסוּק רִאשׁוֹן, וְתֹאמַר שָׁלֹשׁ רִאשׁוֹנוֹת וְשָׁלֹשׁ אַחֲרוֹנוֹת וְכוּ'.
The attendant then told the Rebbe that he had not yet said his morning prayers. The Rebbe told him, “You need not recite the entire service now. Accept the yoke of the Kingdom of Heaven in the first verse of the Shma,⁵¹," the declaration of faith in God's oneness, whose recital is termed "accepting the yoke of the Kingdom of Heaven" in Berakhot 13a. For the ruling mentioned here about not reciting the entire service, see ibid., 16a. and say the first and last three blessings of the Amidah (cf. Orach Chaim 110:1). That is enough at a time like this” (see Berakhot 4:5).
footnotes: ⁵¹ "Shma Yisrael
וְאָמַר לוֹ: קַח כָּל הַמָּעוֹת עַד פְּרוּטָה אַחֲרוֹנָה וּתְחַלֵּק לִשְׁנַיִם. מֶחֱצָה תִּקְשֹׁר אֶצְלְךָ עַל גּוּפְךָ, וּמֶחֱצָה אֶקְשֹׁר עַל גּוּפִי.
Then the Rebbe told him, “Take every penny that we have and divide it in half. Bind your half next to your body, and I will do the same with mine.”
וּשְׁאָלוֹ הָאִישׁ: "לָמָּה זֹאת?, הֲלֹא הַדָּג שֶׁבַּיָּם יוּכַל לִבְלֹעַ אוֹתָנוּ בְּלֹא הַמָּעוֹת?"
His attendant was mystified. “Why bother?" he asked. "Can’t the fish swallow us without money?”
הֵשִׁיב לוֹ: "עֲשֵׂה כָּךְ כְּמוֹ שֶׁאֲנִי אוֹמֵר לְךָ. יִשְׂרָאֵל הָיוּ עַל הַיָּם וְלֹא טָבְעוּ, וַאֲנַחְנוּ עֲדַיִן בַּסְּפִינָה" וְכוּ'. וְעָשָׂה מַה שֶּׁעָשָׂה.
The Rebbe replied, “Do as I tell you. The Jews were inside the Red Sea and did not drown. At least we are still in a ship … .”
וְאָמַר לְהָאִישׁ: שֶׁיַּלְבִּישׁ אֶת עַצְמוֹ וְיַחְגֹּר בַּחֲגוֹרָה עַל הַטִּילוֹפּ (מְעִיל פַּרְוָה) וְגַם הוּא עָשָׂה כָּךְ, כְּמוֹ אֶחָד שֶׁמּוּכָן לֵילֵךְ בַּדֶּרֶךְ.
Having taken care of this, the Rebbe told his attendant to dress himself in his fur coat and bind his belt tightly around it. The Rebbe did the same, acting as if he were preparing to embark on a journey.
וְשָׁאַל אוֹתוֹ הָאִישׁ וְאָמַר לוֹ: "אֲנִי אֵינִי יוֹדֵעַ לְהִתְפַּלֵּל אֲפִלּוּ תְּפִלָּה הַסְּדוּרָה מֵאַנְשֵׁי כְּנֶסֶת־הַגְּדוֹלָה מִכָּל־שֶׁכֵּן עַכְשָׁו בְּעֵת צָרָה הַזֹּאת. אֲבָל כְּבוֹד־תּוֹרָתוֹ יוֹדֵעַ לְהִתְפַּלֵּל בְּעַד כְּלָלִיּוּת וּפְרָטִיּוּת, מִפְּנֵי מָה אֵין אַתֶּם מִתְפַּלְּלִין עַכְשָׁו?"
The Rebbe’s attendant asked him, “Why don’t you pray for us? I cannot even recite the prayers that I say every day, and certainly cannot open my mouth to God at a time like this. But you, Rebbe, know how to pray at all times, for the general and the specific.”
וְהֵשִׁיב: "שֶׁעַכְשָׁו מֵחֲמַת הַמֹּחִין דְּקַטְנוּת אֲנִי מְרֻחָק מֵה' יִתְבָּרַךְ. אֲבָל עֲצָתִי אֱמוּנָה, מֵחֲמַת אֵין בְּרֵרָה מֵחֲמַת גֹּדֶל הַסַּכָּנָה שֶׁאֲנַחְנוּ עַכְשָׁו בְּסַכָּנָה נוֹרָאָה וַעֲצוּמָה כָּזוֹ, ה' יִתְבָּרַךְ יוֹדֵעַ שֶׁכָּל יְמֵי חַיַּי עֲדַיִן לֹא הָיִיתִי מִשְׁתַּמֵּשׁ מֵעוֹלָם בִּזְכוּת אָבוֹת, רַק מֵחֲמַת הַהֶכְרֵחַ מֻכְרָח אֲנִי לְבַקֵּשׁ מֵה' יִתְבָּרַךְ שֶׁיַּעֲשֶׂה זֹאת לְמַעַן זְכוּת זְקֵנִי רַבִּי יִשְׂרָאֵל בַּעַל־שֵׁם־טוֹב ז"ל, וּזְכוּת זְקֶנְתִּי אָדְל, וּזְכוּת זְקֵנִי רַבִּי נַחְמָן מֵהָרִידֶנְקָא". וְיֶתֶר מִזֶּה לֹא הִזְכִּיר עוֹד.
The Rebbe replied, “I am now in a state of constricted consciousness.⁵², a Kabbalistic term referring to the immature state of the transcendental intellects. Cf. Etz Chaim 22. I am far from God. Still, my counsel is faithful. We are now in fierce danger and I have no other choice. God knows that I have never made use of the merit of my fathers, but now I am compelled. I pray that God help us for the sake of my grandfather, Rabbi Israel Baal Shem Tov, of blessed memory; for the sake of my grandmother, Adil; and for the sake of my grandfather, Rabbi Nachman Horodenker.”⁵³ #14. See Tovot Zikhronot 7, where it states that Rebbe Nachman used his ancestral merits threee times: Once, on his return from the Holy Land; the second time, to bring Rabbi Aharon to be the Rav in Breslov; the third time is unknown. The Rebbe said no more.
footnotes: ⁵² Mochin deKatnut ⁵³ Cf. Tzaddik
וְאַחַר זֶה, רָאוּ מֵרָחוֹק כְּמוֹ עָנָן גָּדוֹל אָפֵל מְאֹד, וְנָפַל עֲלֵיהֶם עוֹד פַּחַד גָּדוֹל, מֵחֲמַת שֶׁלִּפְעָמִים כְּשֶׁהֶעָנָן מִתְאַסֵּף וּמִתְקַשֵּׁר לִשְׁאֹב הַמַּיִם מֵהַיָּם, נַעֲשֶׂה שָׁם כְּמוֹ בִּקְעָה, וּכְשֶׁהַסְּפִינָה יוֹרֶדֶת לְשָׁם אֲזַי נִטְבָּעִין שָׁם. וְהַתַּקָּנָה לָזֶה: לִירוֹת בִּקְנֵי־שְׂרֵפָה וְהוֹרְמַאטֶעס כְּדֶרֶךְ הַמִּלְחָמָה, כְּדֵי לְשַׁבֵּר הָעֲנָנִים. וְלָהֶם לֹא הָיָה פְּנַאי לָזֶה מֵחֲמַת שֶׁהָיוּ צְרִיכִין לִשְׁאֹב הַמַּיִם מֵהַסְּפִינָה כַּנַּ"ל, וְהָיוּ הַצָּרוֹת צְרוֹרוֹת זוֹ לָזוֹ כְּמוֹ זִבּוֹרָא וְעַקְרַבָּא.
They looked up and suddenly saw a thick, dark cloud in the distance. Their hearts filled with dread, since this was the type of cloud that usually creates a waterspout. If the ship were to be drawn into the vortex, it could easily be sunk. The only solution would be to fire at the cloud with cannon, but the sailors were too busy bailing out the ship and could not stop for an instant. It seemed as if one trouble was coming on top of another, like a wasp and a scorpion biting at the same time.⁵⁴ 5a.
footnotes: ⁵⁴ Each requiring conflicting remedies; Chagigah
אַךְ בְּחֶמְלַת ה' מֵחֲמַת תֹּקֶף הָרוּחַ סְעָרָה הָיָה הֲלִיכַת הַסְּפִינָה בִּמְהִירוּת גָּדוֹל וּפָרְחָה הַסְּפִינָה כְּמוֹ חֵץ מִקֶּשֶׁת מַמָּשׁ, וּבָאָה הַסְּפִינָה לַמָּקוֹם הַנַּ"ל שֶׁהֶעָנָן שׁוֹתֶה מִשָּׁם. וְהָיָה שָׁם כְּמוֹ שַׁעַר וְהָרִים סָבִיב לָהּ, וְעָבְרָה הַסְּפִינָה מִשָּׁם בְּשָׁלוֹם.
Again God came to their rescue and a very strong wind began to blow. The ship began to skim across the waves like an arrow shot from a bow. When it approached the waterspout, the cloud opened up like a mountain pass and the ship crossed through safely.
וּבְתוֹךְ כָּךְ הֵאִיר ה' עֵינֵיהֶם, וּמָצְאוּ הַחוֹר שֶׁדֶּרֶךְ שָׁם נִכְנָסִין הַמַּיִם בַּסְּפִינָה, וְשָׁחֲטוּ תַּיִשׁ, וְלָקְחוּ הָעוֹר שֶׁלּוֹ וְתִקְּנוּ הַסְּפִינָה וְנִצְּלוּ בְּשָׁלוֹם מִסַּכָּנוֹת גְּדוֹלוֹת וְנוֹרָאוֹת הַלָּלוּ.
God also enlightened the sailors’ eyes and they discovered the place where the ship’s hull was leaking. The Turks slaughtered a ram and used its skin to repair the leak.
וְהָיָה זֹאת בְּעֶרֶב־שַׁבַּת־קֹדֶשׁ. וְהָיָה לָהֶם שִׂמְחָה גְדוֹלָה. וְאָמַר רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל אָז "הוֹדוּ לַהשם" בְּשִׂמְחָה גְּדוֹלָה.
They had been in fearsome peril, but had managed to come through safely. It was a Friday, and everybody on the ship rejoiced greatly. In the afternoon prayers before Shabbat, the Rebbe chanted Psalm 107 (“Give thanks to God”) with great joy.⁵⁵" #270.
footnotes: ⁵⁵ This is a regular part of the Chassidic rite. See "His Wisdom
מִשָּׁם הָלְכוּ דֶּרֶךְ מְקוֹמוֹת הַרְבֵּה מְאֹד. וַאֲכִילָה שֶׁהָיָה לָהֶם עַל הַסְּפִינָה הָיָה רַק מַה שֶּׁנָּתַן לָהֶם הַקֶּכֶער [טבח] הַנַּ"ל, מִצַּד רַחֲמָנוּת מֵהַמַּגִּיזַאן (מַחְסָן) שֶׁלָּהֶם, סוּחֲרֶעס (צְנִימִים) וְתוֹלָעִים הָיוּ מְרַחֲשִׁים עֲלֵיהֶם. וְהָיוּ הוֹלְכִים וּמְבַקְּשִׁים וּפוֹרְשִׂים יְדֵיהֶם בְּהַכְנָעָה בְּכָל יוֹם כְּעָנִי בַּפֶּתַח, וְהָיָה נוֹתֵן לָהֶם מֵאֵלּוּ הַסּוּחֲרֶעס וְאָכְלוּ זֹאת לְבַד.
They continued on their voyage, passing many places. During the entire voyage, the only thing the Rebbe and his attendant had to eat was the dried bread that the cook gave them from the ship’s stores. Their meager rations were often putrid and crawling with maggots. Even for these morsels, they had to plead with the cook like beggars until he had pity on them.
וַיְהִי בַּעֲלוֹת עַל לִבָּם שֶׁהוּא סָמוּךְ לַפֶּסַח, הָיָה לָהֶם צַעַר גָּדוֹל, כִּי הָיוּ דּוֹאֲגִים: מַה יַּעֲשׂוּ בַּפֶּסַח? כִּי אִי־אֶפְשָׁר לְהִתְעַנּוֹת כָּל יְמוֹת הַפֶּסַח.
As the days passed, they realized that Pesach was rapidly approaching. One day, they discussed this and were very concerned. The food from the ship’s stores could not be eaten during the festival, and it would be impossible to fast for the entire week.
וְאַחַר שָׁעָה אוֹ שְׁתַּיִם בָּאוּ אֶל כְּרָךְ גָּדוֹל (אחד מאיי הַדּוֹרְקֶנִיז) הָעוֹמֶדֶת עַל הָהָר שֶׁל אֲבָנִים בְּאֶמְצַע הַיָּם. וְשָׁם קָנוּ הַיִּשְׁמְעֵאלִים פֵּרוֹת הַרְבֵּה, וְלָהֶם נָתְנוּ בְּעַד טָאלֶער אֶחָד חָרוּבִים (שֶׁקּוֹרִין בָּאקְסֶערְן) הַרְבֵּה, בְּעֵרֶךְ טְשֶׁעטְוִוירְט.
After an hour or two, they came to a large city perched on a rocky mountain in the middle of the sea.⁵⁶ The Turks bought a considerable amount of fruit there. For a thaler, the Rebbe and his attendant were able to buy a bushel of carobs – what we call buxer.
footnotes: ⁵⁶ One of the Dodecanese islands in the Aegean Sea, off the southwest coast of Turkey. The description most closely fits Lindos on the island of Rhodes or Voladha on the island of Karpathos.
וָאָמַר רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל: "לְעֵת עַתָּה גַּם זֶה טוֹב מְאֹד, כִּי יְכוֹלִין לִחְיוֹת שְׁמוֹנַת יְמֵי הַפֶּסַח עִם חָרוּבִין לְבַד, אַךְ מִי יִתֵּן שֶׁיְּזַכֶּה אוֹתָנוּ ה' יִתְבָּרַךְ לְקַיֵּם מִצְוַת אֲכִילַת מַצָּה וְאַרְבַּע כּוֹסוֹת".
The Rebbe said, “This is also very good right now. If necessary, we can subsist on these carobs alone during the eight days of Pesach. Now, if God helps us, we will also have matzah and the Four Cups of wine for the Seder.”