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Shivchei HaRan, An Account of His Pilgrimage to the Holy Land

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וּבַבֹּקֶר, שֶׁהוּא עֶרֶב פֶּסַח, נָסַע הַקַּפִּיטָן עִם כַּמָּה יִשְׁמְעֵאלִים עַל הַסְּפִינָה קְטַנָּה לְתוֹךְ הָעִיר. וּבָאוּ לְפָנָיו וּבִקְּשׁוּ מִמֶּנּוּ לֶחֶם לֶאֱכֹל, וְדִבְּרוּ עִמּוֹ בִּרְמִיזָה. וְהֵשִׁיב לָהֶם בִּרְמִיזָה וְהוֹדִיעָם: 'שֶׁיֵּשׁ כָּאן יְהוּדִים' 'וִיכוֹלִים אַתֶּם לִקְנוֹת לָכֶם לֶחֶם'.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

It was the morning before Pesach. The captain and a number of sailors were preparing to take their small boat and go to the city. The Rebbe and his attendant came to the captain and, using gestures, communicated that they needed some kind of bread. The captain told them in sign language, “There are Jews in the city. You can have bread brought for you.”

וה' יִתְבָּרַךְ בְּרַחֲמָיו אֲשֶׁר בְּיָדוֹ לֵב מְלָכִים וְשָׂרִים, הֵסִיר לִבּוֹ וּבִלְבֵּל דַּעְתּוֹ עַד שֶׁיָּצָא מִפִּיו בְּלִי יִשּׁוּב־הַדַּעַת, וְאָמַר שֶׁיִּקַּח אֶחָד מֵהֶם כְּדֵי לִקְנוֹת לֶחֶם עֲבוּרָם.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The hearts of kings and princes are in the hand of God. In His mercy, He turned the captain’s heart and confounded his thoughts. Without thinking, the captain blurted out that he would take one of them along to buy their bread.

וְנָסַע מִיָּד עִמּוֹ הָאִישׁ שֶׁל רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל. וּבָא אֶל הָעִיר, וְהָלַךְ אַחֲרָיו אֶחָד מֵהַיִּשְׁמְעֵאלִים שֶׁלּוֹ לְשָׁמְרוֹ שֶׁלֹּא יִבְרַח. וְדֶרֶךְ הֲלִיכָתוֹ לָעִיר הָיָה גַּם־כֵּן סַכָּנָה גְּדוֹלָה, כִּי אָז הָיָה שְׁעַת מִלְחָמָה גְּדוֹלָה, וּבְקַל הָיוּ יְכוֹלִים לְתָפְסוֹ שֶׁהוּא אֶחָד מֵהַמְרַגְּלִים, כִּי נִכָּר בּוֹ שֶׁאֵינוֹ מִמְּדִינָתָם כִּי־אִם מִמְּדִינָה רְחוֹקָה מְאֹד. אַךְ בְּחַסְדֵּי ה' עָבַר עַל כָּל שׁוֹמְרֵי הַשְּׁעָרִים, וְלֹא עָשׂוּ לוֹ מְאוּמָה.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The Rebbe’s attendant went with the crew. He was allowed to go to the city alone, with just one sailor following him to make sure he didn't escape. But even the way to the city involved great peril. It was a time of war and it was obvious that he was from a distant land. He could easily have been imprisoned as a spy with nobody to defend him. But again God protected him, and he passed through all the gates without being stopped.

עַד שֶׁבָּא אֶל הֶחָכָם הַכּוֹלֵל וְסִפֵּר לוֹ מַה שֶּׁאֵרַע לָהֶם, וְשֶׁהֵם נִלְכְּדוּ בִּסְפִינָה שֶׁל מִלְחָמָה. אַךְ הוּא בְּעַצְמוֹ לֹא יָדַע מַה לְּסַפֵּר, כִּי הֵם בְּעַצְמָן לֹא יָדְעוּ כַּוָּנַת הַקַּפִּיטָן מַה הוּא רוֹצֶה לַעֲשׂוֹת עִמָּהֶם. אַךְ בְּדֶרֶךְ כְּלָל סִפֵּר לוֹ שֶׁהֵם כִּמְעַט בְּשִׁבְיָה ח"ו וְהֵם בְּסַכָּנָה.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

He finally came to the chief rabbi and told him the whole story. They were captives aboard a warship, and they themselves did not know what the captain intended to do with them. He could not supply the details, but this he knew: They were prisoners and in great danger.

וְאֶצְלוֹ הָיְתָה הַשָּׁעָה הַזֹּאת גְּדוֹלָה כְּמוֹ כַּמָּה שָׁעוֹת. וְהֶחָכָם הָיָה מִתְאַוֶּה לִשְׁמֹעַ סִפּוּרֵי מַעֲשִׂיּוֹת מֵהַמִּלְחָמוֹת וְכַיּוֹצֵא, וְאָמַר לוֹ בְּכָל פַּעַם: "לֹא תִּפְחַד", וְהָיָה לוֹ צַעַר גָּדוֹל.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

It only took a few minutes to tell the story, but it seemed like hours. The rabbi wanted to hear more and more about their adventures. It was obvious that the attendant was suffering greatly, but the rabbi kept telling him not to worry.

וְהָיָה בְּדַעְתּוֹ לִקְנוֹת מַצּוֹת וָיַיִן וְלַחֲזֹר אֶת עַצְמוֹ לְהַסְּפִינָה. אַךְ ה' יִתְבָּרַךְ שָׁלַח לוֹ בְּמַחֲשַׁבְתּוֹ: הֱיוֹת שֶׁבִּהְיוֹתָם בָּאַכְסַנְיָא בִּטְבֶרְיָה שָׁמְעוּ מֵרַבִּי צְבִי הָארְקֶער, שֶׁאִשְׁתּוֹ מִמִּשְׁפַּחַת פְרֶענְקֶען (ספרדים) וְשֶׁהִיא מְיֻחֶסֶת גְּדוֹלָה, וְאָמַר שֶׁיֵּשׁ לָהּ אָח בְּרַאדִישׁ חָכָם גָּדוֹל וְצַדִּיק. וְעָלָה זֹאת עַל דַּעְתּוֹ, אַךְ לֹא יָדַע שְׁמוֹ. רַק שְׁמָהּ שֶׁל אֵשֶׁת רַבִּי צְבִי הַנַּ"ל יָדַע.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The attendant felt pressed because he wanted to buy matzot and wine and return to the ship before sundown. Suddenly God sent him another thought. While in Tiberias, he had heard Rabbi Zvi Harker mention that his wife came from a renowned Sephardic family. She had a brother in Rhodes who was a great sage and tzaddik. He could not remember the brother’s name, but he did recall the name of Rabbi Zvi’s wife.

וְתֵכֶף וּמִיָּד שָׁאַל עַל זֶה הֶחָכָם שֶׁיֵּשׁ לוֹ אָחוֹת בִּטְבֶרְיָה. וּמִיָּד שָׁלְחוּ אֶל הֶחָכָם הַנַּ"ל. וּבָא אֶצְלוֹ הָאִישׁ שֶׁל רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל. וּכְבָר סִפְּרוּ לְהֶחָכָם כָּל מַה שֶּׁשָּׁמְעוּ מִפִּי הָאִישׁ מִבֵּית הֶחָכָם הָרִאשׁוֹן הַנַּ"ל.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

He asked the rabbi if he knew a sage who had a sister in Tiberias, and the rabbi said he did. He notified this sage and told the attendant to hurry to his house. By the time the attendant arrived, the sage had already been apprised of everything the attendant had told the chief rabbi.

וְתֵכֶף בְּבוֹאוֹ אֵצֶל הֶחָכָם הַזֶּה אָמַר לוֹ: "אֵין שׁוּם פַּחַד בָּזֶה, וְסִפּוּר מַעֲשִׂיּוֹת תְּסַפֵּר לִי אִם יִרְצֶה הַשֵּׁם עַל הַסֵּדֶר". וְהָיָה בְּלִבּוֹ תְּמִיהָה גְּדוֹלָה, כִּי לֹא עָלְתָה עַל דַּעְתּוֹ שֶׁתִּהְיֶה הַיְּשׁוּעָה כָּל־כָּךְ בִּמְהֵרָה עַד שֶׁיִּזְכֶּה לִהְיוֹת כָּאן עַל הַסֵּדֶר.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

As soon as the attendant walked in, the sage told him, “There is nothing to be afraid of. You will tell me the whole story at the Seder.” The attendant could hardly believe his ears. He trusted in God, but never imagined that salvation would come so quickly. Never in his wildest dreams did he imagine that he would spend the Pesach Seder in a Jewish house.

וְאָמַר לוֹ הֶחָכָם הַזֶּה: "תֵּדַע, שֶׁזֶּה הַקַּפִּיטָן כְּבָר עִקַּלְנוּ אוֹתוֹ עִם הַסְּפִינָה, עַד שֶׁיַּנִּיחַ אֶתְכֶם לָצֵאת מִסְּפִינָתוֹ, וּמָעוֹת צְרִיכִים לִתֵּן לוֹ כַּמָּה שֶׁיִּרְצֶה, וְטוֹב לְהוֹדוֹת לַה' אֲשֶׁר הִצִּיל אֶתְכֶם וְהִפְלִיא עִמָּכֶם נִסִּים וְנִפְלָאוֹת שֶׁזְּכִיתֶם לָבוֹא לְכָאן, וְשֶׁהַקַּפִּיטָן יְבֻלְבַּל דַּעְתּוֹ וְיַנִּיחַ אוֹתְךָ לִכְנֹס אֶל הָעִיר. כִּי זֶה הַקַּפִּיטָן הוּא גַּזְלָן מְפֻרְסָם וְהוּא מֻשְׁרָשׁ בְּרִשְׁעָתוֹ, כִּי יִחוּסוֹ הוּא מֵחֲמֵשֶׁת סַרְנֵי פְּלִשְׁתִּים כִּי כָּךְ הוּא חוֹתֵם עַצְמוֹ.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The sage said, “We have already placed a warrant of seizure on the captain and the ship, and he will allow you to leave the ship. Of course, he will first have to be given whatever sum he requests. It is good to give thanks to God (Psalms 92:2), Who saved you in such a miraculous manner.

“The fact that you got to the city was a miracle in itself. I cannot imagine how the captain became so confused that he let you come here. He is a known thief and his wickedness has roots going back countless generations. He is a descendant of the Five Lords of the Philistines,⁵⁹ which is how he signs his name.

footnotes: ⁵⁹ Joshua 13:3; Judges 3:3; I Samuel 6:16.

וְעַכְשָׁו אֵין פְּנַאי לִשְׁמֹעַ סִפּוּרֵי מַעֲשִׂיּוֹת. לֵךְ עִמִּי לְרוֹפֵא לְגַלֵּחַ אוֹתְךָ לִכְבוֹד יוֹם־טוֹב". וְכָךְ הָיָה, הוֹלִיכוּהוּ מִיָּד וְגִלְּחוּ אוֹתוֹ וְרָחֲצוּ אוֹתוֹ וְנָתַן לוֹ קַאוֶוע לִשְׁתּוֹת.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

“But now there is no time to listen to stories. Let us go to the barber and get you a haircut for the festival.” Immediately they went to the barber and the attendant had his hair cut. After he had bathed, they conversed over a cup of coffee.

וְשָׁאַל אוֹתוֹ: "מִי הוּא הַשֵּׁנִי?"

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

In the course of the conversation, the sage said, “We heard that you are traveling with another man. Who is he?”

וְאָמַר לוֹ: "שְׁמַעתֶּם מֵהַבַּעַל־שֵׁם־טוֹב?"

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

“Have you ever heard of the Baal Shem Tov?” the attendant asked.

וְהֵשִׁיב: "הֵן", כִּי הַסְּפָרִים שֶׁל הַגָּאוֹן הֶחָסִיד אַב־בֵּית־דִּין דִּקְהִלַּת קֹדֶשׁ פּוּלְנָאָה נִמְצָאִים שָׁם.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

“Of course," the sage replied. "We are quite familiar with the works of the renowned chassid of Polonnoye.”⁶⁰, the first book discussing the Baal Shem Tov’s teachings, was published in 1780.

footnotes: ⁶⁰ Rabbi Jacob Joseph of Polonnoye (1740-1810), one of the chief disciples of the Baal Shem Tov. His Toldos Yaakov Yosef

וְאָמַר לוֹ: שֶׁהוּא נֶכְדּוֹ, וְגַם הוּא נֶכֶד לְרַבִּי נַחְמָן הָרִידֶנְקֶער, "וּבְעַצְמוֹ הוּא חָכָם כַּאֲשֶׁר תִּרְאוּ בְּעֵינֵיכֶם".

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The attendant then told him, “The man traveling with me is a great-grandson of the Baal Shem Tov. He is also a grandson of Rabbi Nachman Horodenker. And as you shall soon see, he is also a sage in his own right.”

וְהָיָה לְזֶה הֶחָכָם שִׂמְחָה כְּפוּלָה, כִּי אָמַר: "אֲפִלּוּ לִפְדּוֹת אֲנָשִׁים פְּשׁוּטִים הוּא מִצְוָה רַבָּה וּבִפְרָט שֶׁהִזְמִין לוֹ ה' לִפְדּוֹת אָדָם גָּדוֹל כָּזֶה וּמְיֻחָס מִגֶּזַע קְדוֹשִׁים כָּאֵלֶּה".

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The sage was overjoyed. “To rescue even a simple person is a very great mitzvah," he said. "But now God has given me the opportunity to redeem a man who descends from such holy roots!”

וְזֵרַז אֶת עַצְמוֹ עִם עוֹד אֲנָשִׁים לִנְסֹעַ אֵלָיו. אַךְ בְּתוֹךְ־כָּךְ, נִזְדַּמֵּן שֶׁפָּגְעוּ יִשְׁמְעֵאלִים זֶה בָּזֶה וְנִתְקוֹטְטוּ אֶחָד עִם חֲבֵרוֹ עַד שֶׁנֶּהֶרְגוּ בֵּינֵיהֶם כַּמָּה יִשְׁמְעֵאלִים בַּשּׁוּק. וְתֵכֶף כְּשֶׁשָּׁמְעוּ זֹאת בָּרַח הֶחָכָם הַנַּ"ל עִם כָּל הָאֲנָשִׁים לַחֲצֵרוֹ, וְגַם אֶת הָאִישׁ שֶׁל רַבֵּנוּ הַנַּ"ל לָקְחוּ עִמָּהֶם גַּם־כֵּן וְסָגְרוּ אֶת עַצְמָם סָגוֹר וּמְסֻגָּר וְלֹא יָצְאוּ הַחוּצָה בְּעֶרֶךְ כַּמָּה שָׁעוֹת. וְלֹא יָכְלוּ לִנְסֹעַ אֵלָיו, כִּי כְּבָר פָּנָה הַיּוֹם.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The sage hurried with a small group of men to fetch the Rebbe. Meanwhile, two groups of Turks clashed with each other, resulting in a fight in which several people were killed in the main thoroughfare. When they saw what was happening, the sage and his companions took the Rebbe’s attendant and fled to the sage’s courtyard. They locked themselves in and were afraid to leave for several hours. By the time it was safe to leave, the sun was beginning to set and it was too close to the festival to go and get the Rebbe.

וְעָנָה הֶחָכָם וְאָמַר לוֹ: "תֵּדַע שֶׁאֲנִי מִנְּעוּרַי עוֹסֵק בְּתוֹרָה וַעֲבוֹדָה וּבְמִצְווֹת וּמַעֲשִׂים טוֹבִים, וּמִן הַסְּתָם יֵשׁ לִי שָׂכָר בִּשְׁבִיל זֶה חוּץ חֵלֶק עוֹלָם הַבָּא שֶׁיֵּשׁ לִי בִּכְלַל יִשְׂרָאֵל. זֹאת לָכֶם בְּמַשְׁכּוֹן: בְּאִם ח"ו לֹא אֶשְׁתַּדֵּל וְאֶתְאַמֵּץ אֶת עַצְמִי לְהוֹצִיא אֶתְכֶם, יֹאבַד הַכֹּל כַּאֲשֶׁר לַכֹּל.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The sage then spoke up and said to the attendant, “From the time I was a child I have devoted my life to Torah, prayer and good deeds. I am sure that God will reward me for this. Besides this, I also have a portion in the World to Come along with every other Jew.⁶¹ 11:1. The present interpretation, that this is in addition to the reward for one's deeds, is a novel one. I am putting all this up as security. If, Heaven forbid, I do not exert myself to do everything in my power to free you, let me lose it all!

footnotes: ⁶¹ Sanhedrin

וְאֵין כַּוָּנָתִי לְהִתְפָּאֵר לְפָנֶיךָ, רַק כְּדֵי שֶׁתַּאֲמִין לִי שֶׁאֵין אֲנִי מַפְקִיר אֶתְכֶם ח"ו, אַךְ אֵין פְּנַאי לַעֲסֹק בָּזֶה הַיּוֹם.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

“My intention is not to boast, but to assure you that I am not abandoning you, Heaven forbid. There is simply no time to complete the task today.

בְּכֵן תִּקַּח עִמְּךָ מַצּוֹת, הֵן מַצָּה שֶׁמוּרָה הֵן שְׁאָר מַצּוֹת אִם תִּרְצוּ לֶאֱכֹל, וְיַיִן טוֹב מֵהַמֻּבְחָר, וִירָקוֹת וּשְׁאָר דְּבָרִים הַשַּׁיָּכִים לְהַסֵּדֶר".

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

“Now, hurry! Take all the matzah that you need for the Seder. I have shemurah matzah⁶² 40a; Orach Chaim 453:4. as well as regular matzah if you want it. Take some of my best wine and greens, and everything else you will need tonight. Take whatever you need.”

footnotes: ⁶² “Watched matzah,” which is prepared from wheat that is safeguarded from dampness from the time of its harvest; see Pesachim

וְנָסַע בְּעַצְמוֹ הָאִישׁ הַנַּ"ל וְחָזַר אַל הַסְּפִינָה הַגְּדוֹלָה שֶׁהָיָה שָׁם רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל לְבַדּוֹ. וּבְּבוֹאוֹ לְשָׁם אֶל הַסְּפִינָה הַגְּדוֹלָה שֶׁהָיְתָה עוֹמֶדֶת רָחוֹק מִן הָעִיר, תֵּכֶף כְּשֶׁשָּׁמַע רַבֵּנוּ אֶת קוֹלוֹ, שָׂמַח מְאֹד שִׂמְחָה גְּדוֹלָה, וְרָץ לְנֶגְדּוֹ, וְאָמַר לוֹ: "בָּרוּךְ ה' שֶׁאֲנִי רוֹאֶה אוֹתְךָ בַּחַיִּים! כִּי אָמַרְתִּי אוּלַי טִבְּעוּ אוֹתְךָ בַּיָּם וְגַם אוֹתִי יְטַבְּעוּ בַּיָּם. וְעַכְשָׁו בָּרוּךְ ה' הַנּוֹתֵן לַיָּעֵף כֹּחַ, כִּי לֹא הָיָה לִי עוֹד כֹּחַ לִסְבֹּל הַיִּסּוּרִים עַד בּוֹאֲךָ כִּי אָמַרְתִּי אָמוּת עַד בּוֹאֲךָ", כִּי הָיָה לְרַבֵּנוּ ז"ל כִּלְיוֹן עֵינַיִם מְאֹד, בְּכָל אוֹתָן הַשָּׁעוֹת שֶׁנִּפְרַד הָאִישׁ מִמֶּנּוּ וְנִשְׁאַר לְבַדּוֹ עַל הַסְּפִינָה, וְהָיָה עוֹמֵד וּמְצַפֶּה וְעֵינָיו כָּלוֹת כָּל הַיּוֹם עַל בִּיאָתוֹ.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The attendant returned to his ship, which was moored far from the city. As soon as he boarded the ship, he called out. When the Rebbe heard his voice, he was overjoyed and ran to greet him. The Rebbe had spent all that day waiting with yearning eyes for a sign of his companion. As long as the other was gone, he stood there, his eyes growing weary.

The Rebbe said, “Thank God, you’re still alive! I was sure that they had drowned you and would soon do the same to me. But now, thank God Who gives strength to the weary.⁶³ You have no idea how much I suffered while you were gone. I no longer had the strength to bear it and was sure that I would die!”

footnotes: ⁶³ Morning Blessings, from Isaiah 40:29.

וְהִתְפַּלְּלוּ, וְסִדְּרוּ אֶת הַסֵּדֶר כָּרָאוּי, וְאָכְלוּ וְשָׁתוּ. וְסִפֵּר לוֹ הָאִישׁ כָּל הַדְּבָרִים הַנַּ"ל וְשָׂמַח שִׂמְחָה גְּדוֹלָה.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

They prayed, and then were able to have a proper Seder. It was a most happy meal, and as they ate, the attendant told the Rebbe everything that had happened.

וּבְיוֹם רִאשׁוֹן שֶׁל פֶּסַח, בָּאָה הַפְּקֻדָּה שֶׁיּוֹלִיכוּ אֶת הַסְּפִינָה אֶל הָעִיר וְלִקְשֹׁר אוֹתָהּ אֶל הַסְּפָר. וְהָיוּ שָׁם גַּם־כֵּן לַיְלָה שְׁנִיָּה בַּסְּפִינָה.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

On the first day of Pesach, the order came to bring the ship to the city and tie it up at the dock. The Rebbe and his attendant remained on the ship for the second night of Pesach.

וּבַיּוֹם הַשֵּׁנִי הָלַךְ הָאִישׁ שֶׁל רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל אֶל הָעִיר לְבֵית־הַכְּנֶסֶת לְהִתְפַּלֵּל, וְאַחַר יְצִיאָתוֹ מִבֵּית־הַכְּנֶסֶת הָלַךְ עִם הֶחָכָם לְבֵיתוֹ לֶאֱכֹל סְעֻדַּת יוֹם־טוֹב, וְאָכְלוּ וְשָׁתוּ. וּבִשְׁעַת הַסְּעֻדָּה אָמַר הֶחָכָם תּוֹרָה מַה שֶּׁחִדֵּשׁ בְּעַצְמוֹ, וְגַם בְּשֵׁם אֲחֵרִים, וְגַם מִצַּדִּיקֵי דּוֹרֵנוּ שֶׁבִּמְדִינָתֵנוּ. וּבִקֵּשׁ מֵהָאִישׁ הַנַּ"ל שֶׁיֹּאמַר גַּם־כֵּן תּוֹרָה מֵרַבֵּנוּ ז"ל. וְאָמַר לוֹ אֵיזֶה דָּבָר בִּשְׁמוֹ, וְהָיָה לוֹ נַחַת גָּדוֹל מְאֹד, וְאָמַר: שִׂישׂוּ בְּנֵי מֵעַי וְכוּ'.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The next day, the Rebbe’s attendant went into the city to pray in the synagogue. After the service, he was invited to the sage’s house for the festive meal. During the meal, the sage delivered an original Torah lesson. Then he repeated some thoughts from contemporary tzaddikim, including those of Europe. He invited his guest to discourse on the Torah, and the attendant repeated some of the Rebbe’s lessons. The sage enjoyed them immensely, saying, “Such words make me happy deep inside” (Bava Metzia 83b).

וְאַחַר הַסְּעֻדָּה, חָזַר אֶל הַסְּפִינָה וְהַגַּבַּאי הָלַךְ אַחֲרָיו וְנָשָׂא מַאֲכָלִים טוֹבִים לְרַבֵּנוּ ז"ל. וּבְבוֹא הָאִישׁ הַנַּ"ל עַל הַסְּפִינָה הָיָה נִרְאֶה פָּנָיו כְּמוֹ מִי שֶׁהוּא בְּעַצְבוּת וּמָרָה שְׁחוֹרָה. וְכִרְאוֹת אוֹתוֹ רַבֵּנוּ ז"ל נִדְמָה לוֹ שֶׁמֻּכְרָח לִהְיוֹת שֶׁנִּתְהַפֵּךְ הַדָּבָר וּמִי יוֹדֵעַ מַה נּוֹלַד הַיּוֹם וְלֹא יָכוֹל לֶאֱכֹל מֵחֲמַת צַעַר.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

After the meal, the attendant returned to the ship, followed by the attendant of the sage carrying choice food for the Rebbe. But the Rebbe saw that his attendant's face looked utterly depressed. The Rebbe was sure that things had taken a turn for the worse, for who knows what had happened that day? (Yebamot 63b). He was so distressed about this that he could not eat.

וּבֶאֱמֶת, הָיָה מֵחֲמַת שֶׁהֶחָכָם אָנַס אוֹתוֹ שָׁם לִשְׁתּוֹת יַיִן הַרְבֵּה, וְנִשְׁתַּכֵּר, וּמֵחֲמַת זֶה הָיוּ נִרְאִין פָּנָיו זוֹעֲפוֹת כְּשֶׁבָּא אֶל רַבֵּנוּ. וְרַבֵּנוּ שָׁאַל אוֹתוֹ וְהוּא לֹא הֵשִׁיב כְּלוּם.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

What the Rebbe did not know was that the sage had pressed his attendant to drink so much wine that he had become drunk. This was why he looked so depressed. The Rebbe tried to question him, but he was in too much of a stupor to respond.

רַק אַחַר־כָּךְ הִנִּיחַ עַצְמוֹ הָאִישׁ לִישֹׁן אֵיזֶה שָׁעוֹת. וְאַחַר־כָּךְ קָם מֵהַשֵּׁנָה בִּשְׂחוֹק וְאָמַר לְרַבֵּנוּ: "לֹא יְדַעְתֶּם שֶׁהֵם שִׁכְּרוּ אוֹתִי כִּי אֲנָסוּנִי לִשְׁתּוֹת יוֹתֵר מִדַּי מֵחֲמַת שִׂמְחָתוֹ".

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

The Rebbe's attendant went to sleep for a few hours. It was only when he woke up that he realized what had happened. He laughed and told the Rebbe, “Didn’t you know that I was drunk? The sage was so happy that he kept asking me to drink. Before I knew it, I had taken too much wine.”

וְסִפֵּר לוֹ כָּל הַדְּבָרִים, אֵיךְ שֶׁהָיָה נוֹהֵג עִמּוֹ הֶחָכָם, וְהָיָה לוֹ נַחַת וְשִׂמְחָה. וְאָז אָכַל סְעֻדָּתוֹ.

Rabbi Nachman's Wisdom, trans. Aryeh Kaplan, Jerusalem. Breslov Research Institute, 1973

He told the Rebbe everything that had happened at the sage’s house. Fully reassured, the Rebbe ate his festive meal joyfully.